WORD.

and i'm somewhat lost in my own world right now.. can't tell whether others are moving forward and leaving me behind or if its the other way around. that said, it could be something completely different.. left and right.

sitting on some sort of windsock type device and being accidentally cast out to the open sea by someone who was demonstrating the windsock.
rooms with blue walls
i think i fell asleep while out to sea, or something, and then i woke up as if i were dreaming (so yes a dream within a dream) except when i woke up .. everything i was seeing was upside down. i FREAKED. OUT.

then later i was lying down on a bed with this punk kid ad he wanted to kiss me and do stuff with other people in the room but i said no.. and very large spider kept hanging around.. and it crawled onto the wall above me and then sent its string and propelled itself down onto me and walked over my face

i tried to stay still but i couldnt and then i just got really really hot and woke up, thinking there was a spider on my face

oh and nature

AN D SANE PEOPLE

nto raelly
and no im not drunk

but
i know that can't be true

and its not necessarily a bad thing

when the hell are we drawing those effing cubes
and i hate art history class

oh shit
oh well

keep me updated
i should have internet teusday but by tuesday the stress might begin.
bye

Should I purchase a 50$ ticket to go see Massive Attack in NYC on Oct. 4?
I must act quickly.

Against:
-50$=expensive
-I'd be very new to NYC/wouldn't know the area or venue 'tall
-No guaranteed concert buddy
-General admission, I think
-Schoolnight, don't know if I'll be overloaded with work (probably)

For:
-I have loved Massive Attack since Mezannine came out in 1998, have wanted to see them live 4eva and they rarely come to US
-Would be a neat experience, get me outside of school and possibly relieve stress
-$50 is expensive, but I would do it
-Might seriously regret it if I don't go
-I could always sell the ticket if I really think I shouldnt/cant go (can't I?)